Weeping

Life says: that I have traveled enough. That living or dying is now up to you; granted the message of change, and the relationships of evidence that will prove what has been said to you is true. Life and world do stand on the edge of extinction/ because that is what selfishness (let the kids pay for us) and greed (take it all/ leave nothing) did choose. Pride the game of want/ and tears the result of power all confide: “its not over yet”. Because the end result is: whatever you choose/ as has nothing to do with me. YOUR CHOICE is life or death of our world. Because such things as human overpopulation have changed this world; and it can no longer take care of us as before. Our nature (genetics) is being crucified. Our resources are being plundered; making the future dead. Quadrillion tons of pollution and poisons are released. Water is running out; and will fail. The oceans are nearly dead; believe it or not; truth decides. Habitats are ruined/ chains of life are exterminated. A world filled with weapons of mass destruction that extend far beyond governments. And the anarchy of government being destroyed, by a university cult; who now believes they can prove they are gods, by igniting atoms on fire/ here on this earth. Fusion is long dead, proven a lie in 2012; but the money is too good, and the power too excessive for “university satan” to stop. The imagination of universities: stealing from an entire world of people/ destroying peace with covid; cursing a world with their experimentation into “vaccines”. Want is their fantasy/ and pride their delusion.

As I prepare to stop (don’t know what that means)/ the end result of it is: you now have to decide, because I have not led you to want, belief, obedience, or fear beyond truth; as universities do. Instead the truth of an investigation resides with you/ the decisions to save your child or this earth, or its life: is up to you. And as we all know: it is very easy and constant for you to simply discard what is true: “and turn away into greed, as the last few decades prove true”. Easy for you to be guided into grief and tragedy/ hard for you to accept everything you wanted is now dead, or soon will be; in an unending extinction that overwhelms all.

As for me: “I have walked on the spiritual edge of life or death” for a long time now. While you don’t understand that, it is fair to say: that “I sort of fell off, along the way; and ended in the spiritual world of female”. So as I say a final goodbye to male; in this ending of what he did do. The critical construction of what “is the future” for me/ completely fails my understanding as well. So I guess for the first time; we are similar in that. Time will decide.

Reality demands: that I am the inheritor “of his world [the oath is completed]”/ a return to time. But I am not certain what I should do with a different freedom? I am not certain of who I am: questions remain/ realities not consistent with their truth. It is a quandary, and I am not free to choose; unless released by the spiritual world of female as well. What I am certain of is: “life is not just one thing/ as the universities imagine; so as to keep you under their control”. Just one thing, means you have no clue as to what the end result shall be. Whereas I am certain: to participate in this universe, requires that I should understand all things; as that is fundamental to wisdom and its reward. “gender is not” elemental: it is balance and peace, or division and failure, based upon respect: dependent upon each one. The consequence of that is not fully understood.

While this sounds “delusional”/ the reality of it is: “the plight of male in me over these almost 20 years now; has been a complete eviction of all want. Life/ body/ work/ everything under attack; denied by forces which he cannot control”. To what end I do not know? The end result of it however is: starting over/ the past is dead: begin again. NO, I have never taken anything to alter life or body; it is what it is. NO, you don’t understand “the universe of life” either/ and cannot judge: although that is the constant of all human behaviors; and the reason you cannot “get along”. Believers, rather than alive in truth. I simply guess: soon I will pick up where he left off. Because after twenty years of neglect, reality needs that here. As to tinnitus, and health issues: it stopped all “spiritual participation”/ as the reality proved to consume too much, to let thought proceed. The spiritual woman of Revelation 12: 1-2 & 17: 3 however remains completely able to enter my world; ___________don’t know how it all ends.

Perhaps: back to an “educated balanced male” about what is wrong throughout history; by refusing truly equal treatment to women. Or maybe the insurgency will never end; and somehow life will turn into female. I really don’t know. It does however remain true: while I cannot comprehend that happening/ it is also true, I do fully accept “GOD” CAN DO anything he might choose to do. So who knows? I guarantee; Not me.

Be it noted: that “my tits”, have been proving beyond doubt, at even the mention of “male”; with absolutely no control for me: they are not done with me yet. They have the chemicals, and the means, to prove: there will be NO escape.

The question however is not “gender”; as I do accept there are values and happiness for each one. Living in the middle however, “with parts and pieces” that do not belong together; fails to let me choose. Being overrun by female however: is not a choice I intended to make. “its complicated”/ trapped in a “female maze”, I cannot understand.

As the “spiritual woman of revelation, in me”; continues to prove, what life, and truth is: “from the opposite view”.  men must change; and be fair; it is no game; and women are not trophies, toys, or “trinkets” to be displayed. Equal or dead, is her demand.

But time reminds me: that living with body is defined by motion, the distance that motion will provide is a life in time. Looking beyond that limit asks the question: will eternal life be measured as well/ or is it an entirely different experience? While the expression of miracles proves many things: it does not answer the question of an “eternal living”. It merely shows: “a CREATOR” WAS here/ as only fools and fantasy believe in evolution or other. “this looks like that is not enough” to claim anything of value.

I then conceive of: thought is not bound by anything, but truth is bound by laws which govern order and discipline. Respect keeps us alive within the limits and boundaries of what can be survived. The critical question: force must be tamed, in order to be alive. So the answer to expression is force/ while the answer to thought will become experience. Which asks: what is the boundary of our lives to be? The limits of mercy given for our survival?

Here the world weeps: because belief (anything you want) is not enough. And reality will prove:   change or be extinct; is now your only choice.

All your promises; “numbers without meaning” will die/ the nation itself is almost extinct; due to university insurgency/ the critical claim of debts will soon take every possession, as inflation (hidden taxation) will wipe out every savings; leaving only the universities elite in possession of everything. As is their goal.

Bankruptcy [to return to reality] is your only solution/ and you don’t want that, because the bribes are “so good”; you will cry, because reality is now not. But truth, like a plague of disease; it means death to nation, life, child, and world; if you refuse to change. Easy is never a solution/ only rarely not a lie. WE THE PEOPLE CONTROL BANKRUPTCY; by determining the limits and boundaries we will allow ANYONE to own. As is the beginning of limited capitalism!  “equity returns”/ our nation too!

IT IS WORTH NOTING: that property exchanging hands, that was paid for with counterfeited money; as is the currency of this USA / or its claim of debts, which can never be paid. Results in THEY STOLE OUR PROPERTY, by using counterfeited money; and stolen property can be reclaimed. Immigrants/ foreigners of all kinds; given big loans to take over that property; by the traitors to we the people/ also have no real claim. Medical extortion is extortion; and represents a foundation of what is OWED TO US. Covid is a university released weapon/ and a pure scam to destroy this nation and any other who complied with their “believe/ fear/ obey”. As was the push of media; who sold us out/ for their bribes. And more. Which means the end of “university knows”; who led with lies/ theft/ fraud/ cheating/ betrayal/ and terrorism; or more. LAW NOT LEADERS/ enforced by the people who made the law “SO WE KNOW”. Simple and plain/ government employment changed to identify who is NOT obeying our law; as we the people have chosen for ourselves. WORLD LAW/ NOT trillions spent, damage done; with a military you do not control. Or you will cry!

The cursed will scream NO; but they cannot stop the army of life, that wants to return to reality/ and removes them; because they can. However greed is constant/ selfishness is inherent/ the curse of failure surrounds you with threats/ and the worst of the worst who have ever lived; hold keys to your extinction. But if you fail, extinction is certain; for an entire world/ because there is no place to hide from what you let universities do. As a cult worshiped by you; destroying the foundations of life and world; by claiming to be gods/ but proved only to be “satan” instead.

So as for me: my last act for you is, “not filing taxes for state or federal” since 2021 I believe; a result of covid disgrace (ever notice how no one has a cold anymore)? THINK about it. Nonetheless: I DO NOT REFUSE TO PAY TAX as is the constant of society itself has needs. INSTEAD, I REFUSE TO SUPPORT ANARCHY/ THE TERRORISTS OF UNIVERSITIES/ THE INSURGENCY OF FAILURE; AS IS DRIVEN BY FANTASY AND DELUSIONS/ THE OPEN REBELLION AGAINST DEMOCRACY ITSELF/ and a myriad of things, UNCONSTITUTIONAL or driven by greed. As is the continued hidden taxation of: counterfeiting currency, and laundering that fraud of stealing from the entire nation; in covid/ in universities everything vile/ in theft designed to remove democracy, and turn us all into slaves.

The demand is JURY TRIAL: open the door to constitutional redress of grievances; for both state and nation/ which means OBEY CONSTITUTIONAL LAW; and I will pay the tax. Once the people understand: WE WILL NOW DECIDE, for ourselves/ by vote.