The most critical thing in our experience of time is gender/ because it controls how you express and participate and experience the variations of living that are between male and female. This is not precipitated by behavior or experience or upbringing or even the parts and pieces of a human body developed to prove what gender you are. But ultimately it is about force. Because the force of female life, is not the same force as male life. We are opposites of force, granted at the beginning of life; and unchangeable, by human decisions. No amount of thought or belief or want/ or even desire, will change that. It is permanent.
Which makes the entire experience of sacrificing time as male; to ask “please take me into eternity”/ to avoid the cost of what they choose; “their own hell”. So out of the ordinary. Because seeing life from the opposite directional view; is never suppose to be. It was my choice/ even if completely accidental; not a clue. It is also true, that I did not proceed into eternity (not done yet)/ but was directed back into time; by a force I had never known. Which owns me now.
So the question is: with female gaining everyday, HOW, do I rebuild a life I don’t mentally understand? Is male going to die forever/ nothing left? What now, in a world so foreign I have no clue?
However having tits has opened the door; to some of the consequences being female is. Such as: they do what they want to do/ and I have no control over them at all. Which aligns with a beginning understanding of what pregnancy does mean/ and the consequence of that which is I am trapped by my own body to do this; want to or not. But if we extend that into reality, it also aligns with the reality of life itself being changed. Because want to or not: there is no escape from the consequences of being a mother/ or choosing not to be a mother; or running away from a life your body created for you. Because you did make one simple decision; which had almost nothing to do with the consequences of “my life now”. Nonetheless; it is absolutely true; truth took over. And what we are allowed to do with that truth, becomes a vivid part of our identity. Some hide, some rejoice, some fear, some run away, some cry; but like me, the truth of our own decision, has become a consequence we cannot avoid without costs. While the spirit of female life itself has entered into me; there is no running away, or changing that dimension. It is what It is. Time however can be changed; truth however cannot. So the critical question is about forces. Because male and female forces are absolutely different/ and cannot be changed by any mere decision.
Becomes the question: of all the things women are required to do/ choose to do/ are forced to do, and more: what is to become of me? Of realities searched: what is the destiny of female? Or how much of male will be completely lost? Does love remain the same; and if not how will that be different, and to what end? Because male and female are dramatically different: how does eternity reply.
Reality knows; that I chose to find and enter the spiritual world of female/ “just to ask a question; how would women save this world”? But the entry tunnel was blocked and I seem to be “here forever”/ and cannot be allowed to contaminate this world. So apparently male is lost. Not a single clue what to do; its a quandary (too many choices/ without knowledge of any). Although the spiritual woman inside has been very effective at teaching the physical side of being female. Yes I know; “nothing but ridicule” in you.
What matters to me however is: literally, do I die soon/ live “another lifetime”/ work or live as female/ change bodies? Or what? Answer; absolutely don’t know. I would never have guessed/ never believed male was not enough? Don’t know why?
But of things learned; it is now becoming evident; that I lived in a body I considered to be “my tools”/ my life as male, as male chose it to be. The evidence of female however is now confronted with a partnership shared with this body instead. How female aligns to care for this partnership is not yet known. Questions exist?
So, regardless of parts and pieces which don’t belong together/ I will be whatever it is, life demands of me to be. I have no choice in that; and at 71 years old; I have no desire to fight with things I cannot change.
Your turn says: that you have drowned in greed (its all mine), selfishness (you can’t stop me), and lust (I will take what I want); having little left to save yourselves from extinction. That fact isolates you from truth, and truth alone can survive; if you do not fail completely first. A reality universities are trying hard to complete; so that life will die/ screaming YES WE CAN. To life itself/ as death crawls into your soul.
Every life is a miracle; which no male or female can conceive of. But as with murder and violence, your freedoms allow for you to destroy/ rather than build. Pride shouts: I will make you less than me. Power shouts: I will make you cry, because you stood up to me. While lust shouts; I can take what I want, because you cannot stop me. As the mob begins to scream: LETS JUDGE HIM/ HER! So that calling me worthless, allows for “doing terrible things”.
What you do with life; identifies where you belong in eternity.
What you do with me, identifies your decision to change so you can survive/ or die so you can be extinct. Neither is a decision I can or would make for you. JESUS gave to you the choice of LOVE or HATE? Claiming to be animals will not negate a decision to destroy this entire Creation of life. Consequently, I suggest you fight with your pride and change life into truth decides now. I suggest to surrender your power; to let law decide now. And I suggest that you find respect, rather than follow the cult called “university plays god” now. As the abyss of eternal chaos is near by to you.
Want is a terrible thing; causing you to describe love as less.
Pride is a terrible thing; making you believe their game is life. It is not.
Power is a terrible thing; requiring failure of life in you, to succeed with hate.
Lust is a terrible thing; demanding another life does not matter.
Selfishness is a terrible thing; looking for failure in others, to demand that I am more.
Or more simply: there is a huge and real difference: between LOVE or hate. Because while the animals play their game; the rest decide their eternity.
HATE is little more than shouting “I am dead”. Because it reduces life to the isolation of “a living coffin”/ the result only allows for one tiny focus which is: “you or your group” did this to me. Or NOBODY is more important than me; the fundamental called pride. Which then becomes the power to enforce revenge, with violence and fear, because you judge them as if you were “their god”. You are not. The critical test is: can you save yourself/ from your decision to play god? Some climb back out of their abyss (with obsessive/ compulsive outcomes) to avoid going back there. Some recognize this is NOT where they want to be. And some continue on to become the living dead. Either way, hate is the mark of death; and those who find it have wandered close to their own terrors. Consequently to learn that fear is an environment you create; is to learn this is an environment you must identify as an enemy of your heart.
LOVE is the expansion of life into thought, as is the expression of a living miracle participating in the grace of being alive. While some of us are welcomed into participation with others/ and some of us are not; with or without the honesty of a cause. The realities of thought expand our own world into the creation of what thought can become, where love exists in truth. The answer is: that thought is an environment without fear/ and it is the expansion of living to include what can become a life beyond time. Because thought is the identity of a life/ while truth is its substance. But thought is life, and life is the destiny we seek. Because thought aligns with existence, and lives to produce freedoms within the laws of life; the blessing of our experience and expressions born of love, which give us all soul.
Love and hate are decisions that only you can make for yourself. Family exists only because of love (we share our lives)/ and hate exists primarily due to pride (nothing is more important than me; and I want you to know that; without doubt). So the critical question is: who are you, because the desires of your heart complete the formation of your truth.
If you stop wanting; the reality of being alive will return. If you stop playing the games of animals; the value of living will find you back. If you stop using others to claim the prize of making them cry; perhaps you might survive “life” . If you refuse lust, and participate only with respect; there is a blessing in that. To conceive of life beyond self; is the first step beyond time; but without respect, your world will end; because that is what you chose.
I will return then to the mental compensation for life and its living: by understanding the value of each is tied directly to three elevations of purity: truth, love, and hope.
Within truth we find that our choices are indeed correct, because what every truth has a consequence/ and every decision holds a direction. Which allows for us all to see the future by what these are. Thereby we come to accept: the truth of your identity has been established by what you perceive as truth, and what you choose as the direction for your living or life.
We find in love: that it provides for us three very important realities of existence: what we experience/ express/ or find to have value. Each of these identifies what we desire for life to be/ each of these creates the purposes of passion for our existence to be shared. Each of these creates the experience and expression which becomes the heart and soul of what and who, we choose to be and do.
We find within hope itself: that the journey into destiny is shaped by the disciplines and order we ourselves provide within our choices to enter the truth of life, by searching into the creation of life. The living of that search provides an endless resolution to learn: “BUT WHY”? And within that search the lessons of knowledge, understanding, and wisdom will come. Therefore we inherit the hope of what thought can be, and learn within that thought to accept the destiny of where truth and thought shall take us; even eternally.
So the question is: WHY, do so many retreat into want/ so they can avoid life itself, by living with pride, power, and belief? The answer: it is much easier. Because it does not ask you to create any discipline or value to life/ but allows you to take what you want instead; by claiming to be the superior one; who is then owed/ whatever they want. Destroying both heart and soul; as you take life and respect for miracles: to throw these away/ which produces hate. “death walking among us”. So they steal, and lie to hide the truth, and use whatever they can; to take away your heart. Because without it/ their life is over. Hate is a terrible thing/ as is want and all that leads to hate.
BUT even so: the foundation question of life and living is: HOW DO WE, experience and express a life worth living? HOW do we accept a death worth dying?
The most critical reality of our existence is thought, as it determines everything inside our heart and soul! Therefore we ask WHY, with regard to everything we do? The answer to that is found in your own decisions: because you are free to choose: “the identity” of who you are/ by your own truth; which never leaves you alone. It knows all/ and so will eternity.
WHAT THEN IS TRUTH, and especially what then is your truth? Because it guides our thought, and directs our heart, and defines our soul: with the consequences of what you did choose to do/ or not do.
TRUTH IS: what the laws of our reality will reveal to us, that we then accept without the taint of wanting or its companions of hate or herd. Therefore the common sense of everyday living guides us to most of what we do accept as true. Which is why universities hate “common sense; the end of cult worship”. And propagate the endless delusions of their own fantasy, and claims of knowledge which are not.
Even so: when it comes to guiding your own heart, and the direction of your own soul; common sense adds little or nothing to where your thought belongs. So we ask the question: WHAT DOES eternity desire for us to be? The answer is: JESUS produced a life that created the only real world truth we can depend upon/ by the evidence of his life and living on this earth. NOT as a religion; which reduces that life to rules we then can live by. But as faith; the ascension of truth, which grants the steps we do perceive as creating the purity needed; to refine our lives into the things our Creator is searching for. The foundation answer of that is: LOVE, and little else. Because love is your participation in the creation of life/ by taking what has been given; and producing more of your own as is the participation of building within this universe; “things with value”.
As for me; there is no comparison with JESUS or what he taught. Not my job/ clearly not pure enough to do any of that. However it is my job to insist as is my own testimony: that without changing what humanity does in this world/ all life and world will go extinct. Because your Satanic worship of university is the death of us all. Simple as that. Doesn’t compare, but it is important; that you do understand.
There is an element of discipline that is lacking in this discussion. Which is to assemble the order of being alive, in a time of very little love on earth. All want greed more/ with few exceptions. But as with the vast majority of humanity in every conceivable way: people scream: I WANT LOVE/ BUT I WANT PRIDE, POWER, AND WHATEVER I WANT TO BELIEVE IS “true” as well! I WANT IT ALL/ and you cannot stop me from taking whatever I want.
Discipline however is a definition that aligns with respect, and respect never wants: it either owns the reality/ or it does not. Which means you cannot destroy reality, without destroying respect from your life as well. So the order of being alive; revolves around the truth of what does deserve your respect? Want does not. And yet it is the most powerful human decision made on this earth/ because it leads you to every behavior that exists. Love is not a behavior/ it is an ascension of truth.
Of things critical to our existence; is the consequence of age. While understanding; that want drives the majority/ pride demands the game/ and power exists to make you cry. The more critical compositions of older age is: what will we believe is true of our death? Because time does not allow for an exit from death/ it is absolute; we will die.
Therefore what is true, of death? Discussion begins with the simple: truth does not die. Therefore whatsoever is true, will remain beyond the time that a human body dies: it cannot survive/ it is not nor can it be; eternal.
A more in-depth study of death is available elsewhere here. Mentally however, what is true of you; decides what your eternity can become/ because that is what you chose to be: “YOUR own TRUTH”.
As for me; as an example: I chose any number of things that are no longer relevant to my existence or its death. Basically everything; because the end result of my living was: that I found no possibility for men to keep this earth alive. Consequently HELL at a minimum was coming/ and I did not wish to endure it. So I searched for and found: the ending of male, to ask: “please let me go into eternity”! But was rejected: “you are not done yet”/ and had to return back into time from the opposite view/ which was female. So NEVER sacrifice/ it NEVER works out as expected! However in this case; I returned able to complete the work of providing solutions; because spiritual female joined me in that work/ and balanced its every solution. So as to the living purpose of my life; it turned out to be exactly what was needed. However as to male/ it turned out to be exactly what was never expected; the end of his life as time or even eternity. The beginning of female in charge; without exception.
So EVERYTHING about my own truth has been altered; I know not what became of “male”. But it may be, that “a piece of me was granted to my nephew who died at 9 months old” and perhaps they joined as one. Not a clue.
REBUILDING EVERYTHING however is the end result of this moment in time. And it requires a certainty about what female is/ that I do not possess. No longer lost however/ by being accepted into a female dimension: where everything male was either lost or stolen. Leaving me with: “I still have no clue”. Still have a body mostly male. Still have a life in time, mostly male. Still have no conception or ability to be female in this body; other than the choices she is making for me. Still don’t know how I could possibly fit into their dimension. Still have no clue as to “who am I now”?
So as to the element of humanity by its age; I will just depend upon mercy/ as that is basically all I have left; truth is whatever truth is/ because honestly I don’t know. While it is also true, that eternity is going to be decided by spiritual female; and I have no conception of what that could be? Its a quandary/ too complicated for me to conceive of. A whole different world of life, and living, and eternity; and even time. Which is changing in me. If I live long enough; knowledge will surely increase, allowing for an understanding to grow. Or if not: mercy is my request, as respect does allow.
The fundamental however is: that I am spiritually female inside now. Yet time is functionally male outside; and trying to balance these together; “is a complicated chaos” of working with pieces and parts that were never meant to be in: “the same”. So, it is elementally true; the only way they can join as equals; is if love translates their existence as one. How that comes to be; or what it really means within a human body of time; is unknown. Or is one gender going to completely take over/ discarding the other forever? And what does that mean; for what is now spiritually female/ but ultimately in time, functionally living as male. Not a clue? “its a strange world”; but thought can literally go, where life without mercy cannot.
However it is understood; that living as a body represents the experience of time, shared with existence. While life itself represents the expression of our thought, as it becomes the reality of what is true. Each identifies the foundation of love or hate/ the consequence of animal, or not. My decision is to respect having a female chest; but remain male as best I can; both exist. One is a spiritual law/ the other a physical law; and I seem locked between them.
IT SHOULD BE NOTED; that in every conception of human, there are those who believe their decisions, “have made them rich”/ their decisions have made them poor/ the decisions of others have made “my life” miserable/ the decisions of trying to influence the outcome by some sort of personal (cult worship) hypnosis; which is choosing to let want decide for you/ decisions that expect hate to be enough/ decisions to let love be enough/ decisions, to spend your life believing someone else can do better/ decisions which allow for personal decisions to end/ decisions that try to escape life and living which become addictions/ decisions to be free, without limits or boundaries; as is no law for me. Decisions that alter truth, so as to taint the evidence needed by others/ decisions to manipulate, tempt, use, abuse, discard, destroy, or gamble with life beyond yourself/ decisions that take away freedoms and produce intentional tears/ decisions that let money be your god (whore)/ decisions for power, or in worship of pride as is arrogance. Apathy to life, as begins with disrespect. Decisions which are foolish or fantasy or delusions as is “university”/ decisions which are “I can make you cry” by inducing fear. And more. All of which can be described as behaviors; either to make yourself be someone else/ or to make someone else be who you want them to be; which makes wealth, into slavery for others. Life is not a game; but people sink into want; to avoid making decisions they do not want to make. Truth however demands: you will make your own decisions, with honesty and truth/ or eternity shall die to you.
So the question is: can you choose your own destiny, by making life into a journey? Or is it to be a game, which ultimately means: “doesn’t matter who wins really”. The end result is the same.
And the people say: we want what we want/ NOT what truth provides. Therefore we BELIEVE what we want will come true/ regardless of laws which govern the universe; that prove it cannot be. Because thought governs the existence of life, and thought only functions where truth exists. Just as life itself only functions when force allows it to exist. As is the foundation of eternity.
I will help you in your war with life/ or your decision to fight for life: as they are ultimately tied together as the same war.
Having taken the leadership of this USA AND STATE OF IL to task; demanding redress of grievances as is the constitutional law of both state and nation. They refused and locked the door in my face. But then came covid: wherein the Nazi heirarchy of this USA; stood out to claim the prize “WE ARE IN CHARGE NOW/ WE ARE THE LAW; YOU ARE NOTHING”. And spread across the land, because humanity believes “university is god/ because of media propaganda”.
That being said: I have refused to pay the income taxes for both state and federal since 2021 or 2020/ don’t remember. Because I do not support anarchy/ rebellion against this democracy/ insurgency of universities take control now/ the theft of all property/ the denial of all rights by corruption of the courts/ or basically anything the universities have been doing since taking over our government; to declare their own; by making us all their slaves.
Therefore; I have not filed or paid their tax; as is my duty to demand: THAT CONSTITUTIONAL LAW WILL BE OBEYED FIRST/ and then I will pay the tax. After an arraignment to determine how much this nation owes me: which allowed for leadership to lead by greed. For stealing every security: personal, state, and nation. For destroying the currency of this USA. For creating debts no nation can pay. For corrupting the constitution and its courts and every other thing
that legally authorized constitutional REDRESS (first amendment law): WHICH IS WE THE PEOPLE DECIDE NOW! Is intended to protect us from.
I DO NOT REFUSE TO PAY THE TAX! I REFUSE TO SUPPORT THE END OF LAW/ THE END OF DEMOCRACY/ THE END OF CONSTITUTIONAL GOVERNMENT; and accept the delusion of “university is god”.
Simple as that.
FORCE YOUR GOVERNMENT employees: TO OBEY CONSTITUTIONAL REDRESS OF GRIEVANCES/ AS IS OUR LEGAL RIGHT, AS WE THE PEOPLE of this USA.
But understand this: REDRESS DOES NOT mean, you take a simple vote and be done with anything/ OR PUSH IT OFF on some leaders.
REDRESS IS WE THE PEOPLE; AFTER creating a courtroom to exhume the evidence and create the knowledge of our real world situation with HONESTY. SHALL THEN DECIDE; “what we the people will do/ with the future of our nation, world, and its life” BY THE DECISIONS THAT WE WILL MAKE. AS THE TRUE OWNERS OF THIS DEMOCRACY. “it ain’t no game”/ and it requires real world work; EVEN from you.
FAILURE means: those who have led continue to lead to EXTINCTION; because that is where the evidence resides in truth.
CHOOSE YOUR FATE, OR FUTURE!
Want will die/ as reality sets in. the game is dead, either way/ because you chose to kill this earth and its life. REQUIREING THAT NOW YOU SAVE IT; or be extinct.