Forks

In the realities of our existence; death is a constant threat/ and will overtake us all. “because time runs out/ when the energy is gone”. So we must contend with the realities of life/ and the exit from the elements of a body; that will fail us all. The question is: WHAT can happen then? As truth demands; the body is alive no more?

The question is: even though the body is still here for a time of dissolving into “dust”/ the life has gone from it, and cannot be found. So the critical question is both: WHAT IS LIFE/ AND WHERE DID IT GO?

We expand upon life by using its knowledge to understand: without freedoms, choice, movements, and the recognition of living/ there is no body to control. These are each the result of thought, the construction of an experience or expression based upon the wisdom to accept, “I am alive”!

The question of death however is: no longer being able to do these things/ your time here is dead, and will not return. So what happens to your life, when a body no longer moves? The answer is: truth decides!

Therefore we know, that thought alone recognizes truth, and truth survives even beyond your time; because it is real. Consequently truth determines what eternity can be.

Thought translates the gift of miracles; into the comprehension of time, by giving it experiences and expressions to understand, and the choice to acknowledge these choices exist. What is wisdom however is dependent upon each one to search, and learn before they die.

therefore we do come to “the fork in the road” so to speak: what is your choice? “to love/ to hate/ or simply to live in time as animals do”, with want; leading the way. Truth designs itself from these choices; and illustrates your identity with the consequence of what you chose. Therefore what is true of you: enters within the spiritual world to redefine your existence, by removing what are lies; the failure to choose, as is required; or the true passions of your life as your truth decides. When these are done: the direction of your heart is established, and you will follow it; as life divides to meet its destiny or fate. Or is left behind to dissipate and vanish forever; because all you accomplished is want to want or not to want; as cannot survive long.

The universe is large, and dissipation into nothing is real.

In contrast there is hate: the decision to “fight or war with your Creator”/ and its fate as is: “Hades”/ if you stole a life, by your own design or choices: from GOD. Otherwise it is an abyss, of all things wanted (never enough): until you surrender life itself.

But then there is love: the family of life, that is from GOD / our Creator. This path leads beyond want, and cannot be undone. With respect we earn the values which translate into our own existence as life, not body. The difference is without body there is no time to die; and that leaves our home is within force. Because without the substance of life and universe; we cannot become “reborn”. These are environments: force/ thought/ love/ family/ home/ destiny/ heart/ respect/ trust/ truth/ purity/ and soul. Each represents an element of what love has earned to become the identity of your own choice. How you combine them is up to you. But there is no allowance for hate, want, disrespect, or anything less than honest sharing, caring, and truth. These are definitions of death/ and you shall not contaminate this “living space”. Or you will die forever. Limits and boundaries do exist.

And this world says: HOW will you prove any of that/ we will not believe, unless you prove every last grain of sand “on the beach”/ or more simply instead of “seeing the universe”. We want you to focus on details so small; that even life itself has no meaning or respect. As is death.

with words and realities we want or accept.

But I say to you instead: I need not prove to you anything other than life is a miracle; which you do already understand/ unless the liar has stolen that truth from you.

I suppose: that my own life and spiritual integration of living; should be included here. As the distance between life and death is far closer than you believe.

While I do not accept “a thousand beliefs common to religion”/ I do accept: that JESUS is my savior {the single voice in all of history/ that gives me hope}/ because without hope we die. It is a fact of existence; let hope in a world filled with miracles of life, be your truth. The identity called “your destiny”.

Being lucky enough to have been raised in the church; so to speak/ I did not have to search for that. But understood quickly: that love is the destiny I do desire as life to be. Apart from that; is every other truth/ and apart from belief is: whatever truth itself can or will reveal, becomes faith in that truth. Not belief or expectations or want; but only truth itself, as best I can will decide. None of us are perfect, which means truth as we see it, will not be perfect/ but books are not perfect either. Written in the words of men, by men, through their interpretation of what they write, in their own language and so on. Proves “not perfect”/ because none of these things are perfect. So it is a guide, to those who search.

I do not accept: “magical religion”/ we are here to learn and choose for ourselves; by experiencing and expressing the values we accept or deny. To respect and treasure/ or disgrace and deny: as you yourself choose/ regardless of the others. Very little about living is free from the consequences of what humans do. Therefore it is the humanity which grants “peace and harmony shaped by justice and fair play”/ or its war, and hate; etc. we design our own future by what we choose as a humanity on earth/ and you chose extinction; as the evidence will prove true. Therefore change/ or you will die; its guaranteed.

As to influences “beyond time” influencing our lives or saving you from your own. Since these have “nothing to do with me or my decision”/ I do discount them entirely. HOWEVER it is also true; that my own life has been directed in ways that were not my intended choice; more than once. Such things as: “I know, something is wrong here/ but I cannot see it; because something is blinding me to it”. Or more distinctly; choices are directed according to what the living need to do; IF they are “servants of GOD”. Its complicated; and not our concern: we are the living who must make our own choices/ and you cannot blame “anything else”. YOU make YOUR choice/ and must live with the consequences.

I made a choice due to my 9 month old nephew dying/ and was impacted with severe tinnitus because of that; altering life severely. I said of myself; I will choose “being physical”; instead. And within 2 weeks, I experienced a blood clot of some kind; that ended that too. It came loose 5-6 years ago, and nearly killed me again/ but feel fine (better than for years) now. But that directed me to learning: only door left. And I ended here; 40 years later; where the spiritual world of female, has control over life/ while the physical world of male has little control over time. Its complicated.

Or more distinctly: after a ten year search for ANY way possible for men to save this earth from the extinction of their ways/ I gave up: can’t be done. And asked to be removed from this world; by extending beyond time, where the spiritual world exists. I was refused: “not done yet”. And turned in the opposite direction: to search for female as the only solution left. Which changed everything; lost the war. She decides: but we balanced each other and my work is our result. And that made it “ok”.

NO, it is not homosexual/ not transvestite/ not transgender/ or any of it! NO THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING BUT HADES FOR ANY MALE; who believes something sexual is here for you; IT AIN’T TRUE. This is in fact strictly between female and I; and that is not by my choice. Overrun! The biblical prediction of Revelation 12 (can’t touch her; but she is responsible for a “new life”, on earth. Which is “world law over leaders/ limited capitalism over money/ and truth decides not want”. By taking control over my life its complicated. That done. Revelation 17:3 also occurs; which is this spiritual female takes control over a “beast: which is; the history of male”; to provide “treasures” to life. nope, not a single solitary clue as to why me?

Nonetheless, life is life; and we must live within the consequences of our own choices/ no going back/ no “do over”. This is it. So, whatever it is, life has changed; there is no escape; I chose. A true surprise; but I did choose to open that door; making it my own “destiny or fate” as truth will decide. But that is an individual story/ NOT yours. So, it has no purpose other than to say; NO I am not so different from you. Clearly not perfect or hateful/ not judgmental or anything else you might believe: “just me”. Hate is judged by law/ not me.

A warning: while you can be invited into the spiritual world/ you can die there; if your truth is not pure enough to survive. Few are; most end with schizophrenic (fear takes control) results/ some die outright. I was caught in the critical decision: “I had two false teeth” and did not know for certain if this was: my invasion of the temple GOD gave me/ or was my own body, my own decision? Consequences arose. The end result was: the human body is entirely your own, and you can do with it whatever you want without regard to anyone or anything else: YOUR CHOICE. But you do have to endure the consequences of what you chose/ they too are yours. DON’T blame GOD for your choice. Even if you are tempted, manipulated, loving, or whatever it is: IS YOUR CHOICE. And you will live with the results. A year after the consequences of that “spiritual encounter; resulting in a decision”. I knew enough: to reenter that world of spirit/ by creating a truth in me that was pure enough to survive; and gained in thought by opening doors to laws which govern this world. It was worth the price. But make no mistake: IT AIN’T NO GAME.

Contrary to “only reality”; much to my surprise,there was one instance when my “dead mother” visited me. Her brother failed, and her family in time was dying a bit; and she had made a gift to her now dead brother (of income, to prove she loved him/ even if the world did not). And was upset that her children might not understand; so I did comfort her, as we stood where she was building a new life. So perhaps I visited her: I know not. It was a surprise. Proof of an after life: no/ because there is no evidence trail to follow. Simply my testimony to you, and I never fantasize or imagine; about anything. Nor am I easily deluded or depressed.

As to consequences: I seem to be “turning into female”/ not by choice. However little by little, male is being dissolved (almost 20 years now); and lately, I have been allowed to visit the environment called female; to “see, extremely weird, times ten”; so to speak. I have no clue how it will actually turn out; truth will decide. But since the spiritual world is entirely owned by truth; and I am spiritually; clearly NOT in a male world. Change or die; seems to have been issued to me as well as you. No escape; don’t understand it, cannot change it; a new reality.

Go ahead and ridicule; as this has nothing to do with you. YOUR CHOICE is letting the world be extinct; because of your pride. Or fighting back with truth and law; to save this living world; which can die (like all living things). No, you cannot claim to be female if male/ or male if female: they are entirely different forces of nature. “like planets apart different”. GOD alone, decides that. However it is not your job (nor mine) to judge. Each has the right to choose their own: fate or destiny. Its like belief: free to all/ but the caveat is: you can believe anything you like; truth does not matter, until you die. Then truth is: all that matters, for you.