RECREATING A LIFE:
Functionally the critical truth of life is an existence, with the potential to be free.
Fundamentally that living existence can be expressed or experienced in a very wide variety of ways; from plants and insects/ to animals and humans. All of them are critically life, and they all exist within the same framework of time; as do you. The potential to be free however is limited by biology to the boundaries of living that are enforced upon each life version of experience or its expression.
Consequently in the passions of life that are formed through living; it is not life that can be changed/ but the living of that life, according to the freedoms aligned with limits and boundaries in place; due to biology of nature.
Those who claim to be: “male when born female/ or the opposite” are attempting to say of nature; that there are no limits/ no boundaries of law that I will accept for me. But as is proven true: that is a lie/ that cannot be sustained or accepted other than to say; your disguise has failed. Even so: the essence of freedom granted to human; includes the right to lie, disguise your life, or whatever it is “legal” for you to do. Because judgment is the first step into hate; and hate is an attack on you; that turns violent to others; because death is at your door.
I was never inclined to any form of perversion; which includes pretending to be what you are not. Never desired it for a second; “loved male”; simple as that. However life says to me; that things have now changed/ and you chose to be where you are; which does have consequences. Even though, I crossed the line of gender; “just to ask a question of female: can you save this dying world/ because men cannot”? Never conceiving of “you cannot go back”. Their world too!
Nonetheless, life is what it is; and freedoms are what they are/ and I am trapped in a world that no longer lets me be free; not even more than just a little bit. The demand is simple; but after nearly 20 years (in may); the reality of change is becoming real.
Of things I would never have guessed is: how utterly female “tits” are! They come with chemicals that male cannot defeat. They push themselves out, without the slightest control by me; to who knows where they will stop. They are completely female; even though male can seem to obtain them; “with or without chemicals I don’t know”. But they are not free, because I have no say, no control, and they completely alter the compositions of my mind; to become “female” for a time. The limit of it has completely altered the experience of male/ the boundaries of it, have completely altered the expressions of male. The foundations of it; have refused that male should be allowed to remain here; and yet even if he dies here (can’t escape)/ that would mean a point of contamination in a female dimension that relies upon purity of its truth to survive. So who knows how this ends; because I do not.
Nonetheless, the mental picture of being female has begun to arise; being locked in a body that will do what it wants to do: regardless of my decisions. Suddenly brings to mind pregnancy; which is a somewhat, but far more intense reality than just pushing out tits “again and again and again and again,,,,,,,(they utterly refuse to leave me alone),”. Want it or not; is abolutely irrelevant! The consequence is; a beginning understanding of no freedom exists in pregnancy/ only the need to survive. Which then alters in fact by: once a child is born, there is no freedoms there either. Which means that freedom has largely ended/ and since all freedoms originate happiness. The ability to be happy remains in question. But a child has blessings and value; therefore women to be mothers need to change from freedom lost, to “no isolation/ loneliness has ended” for me; as is parenting.
Loss of a child, is then devastating if you have made this transition; particularly for the mother. As such no one should doubt the importance of not interfering in a child’s relationship with their own mother. Be careful what you do, and remember you are responsible for your own choices. So loneliness is the primary factor released by motherhood/ and those who enjoy being mothers do so, because the child removes freedom by becoming a life, and a living; that we share. Those who do not define motherhood as important; are trying to escape parenting, by choosing freedoms instead.
So we must identify “freedom”/ and its search for happiness?
The critical question is: the choice to do whatever it is you want to do/ can and often does lead to horrendous outcomes; such as is drug addiction. A reality confused by happiness is a chemical you want; such as is found in sex. The end result of addiction is; that sex is exchanged for other chemicals/ which have taken over your life; to end your freedom by selling your sex for slavery is this.
Happiness is then not found by simply “biting on whatever lure a predator releases to you”. Momentary is not a foundation for living. Instead everyday is a challenge, and everyday is a decision to become the truth of who you are. As truth multiplies into the creation of your own limits and boundaries to the identity you own; as is a happiness born by truth. The value of who you are, to you; will increase. Happiness is then built one piece at a time, with your own decisions; to create the life you desire to own. While possessions can increase the value of living/ it cannot give to you the treasury of love that is the fundamental truth of all life that can exist beyond time.
Love is then, where the heart becomes free! And your soul becomes alive!
The question is: HOW does this exist, for some and not for others?
The answer is: love is a state of life, born from “a living heart”; to become the connection with our Creator; that only those who search for GOD (CREATOR of MIRACLES) can find. Respect is mandatory; and few find the path into truth; as is created by your thought/ your choice, to search.
The answer is: loneliness exists, as the primary stepping stone, to prove life needs life to survive. Because unless the heart learns to sing with joy/ eternity cannot be survived. Therefore we must exist within the purity of truth; so that all elements of those who have chosen to prey upon each other; will in fact vanish. And trust complete the cycle of finding “the ones”; who can achieve love as their own contribution to eternity. Gifted by thought, to achieve what only truth can do.
So the question of change for me is: LOVE by a different force/ a completely different version of living/ the discovery of a life that must be protected, instead of protecting. Is in truth, a very different experience and expression/ being taught to me, in ways that can never return to male. I know not how it ends; however life remains life/ it is the living that must change; as only truth can create.
IT IS the change in forces, that dictates a change in truth/ as push (male) and pull (female) are truly very different things. I DO NOT understand the elemental truth of pulling forces. And struggle seriously, in the differences that are limits and boundaries to the living of a life; that has been changed.
Even so; there seems to be blessings of a different kind; associated with each. But change means: “this is not the right body/ fails the right parts and pieces/ and ultimately cannot complete the changes required for living a female life”. Even though male is being torn apart; “the force needed to be male/ has been dissipated and vanished; lost”. A quagmire (no solid place to stand/ every movement is like quicksand). Because I do not understand. And yet I now have female parts as are tits with chemicals guaranteed not male; built without the slightest intervention or purpose; (didn’t do nothing) by me. A complete surprise. Truly, I don’t know how it all ends. Clearly; growning tits are taking over/ and I have no say. Male has said “goodbye”/ and may never be back; yet my life, remains in a female world. So what does that mean? Locked in the middle somewhere/ changed forever; “into what”? Only time will tell, what is, or is not true of life and me. The forces which shape all life, will decide. Reality adds: that the body of life is completely irrelevant beyond time; it ceases to exist. ONLY FORCE OF LIFE by its own truth will decide; what eternity can be. So, within that understanding; if life complies with the force of female as commanded, by its truth; then I become female in eternity. It is not a choice/ but it does at this moment seem like a destiny; shaped only for me. Even if, I never would have guessed: ever. Is that “changed”? Still no clue! Truth will have to decide; my decision is revoked. I made my choice; and must live its consequence.
The warning is repeated: THERE IS NOTHING HERE for men or those hiding from being male. Men are invited to be friends, or business or realities of life that never include anything sexual with me: OR THERE WILL be a descent into HADES for you.
This is entirely between female and I; whatever that turns out to be/ you are warned do not intervene. Only between a failure in men; because whatever this is/ it is between female and I. Don’t interfere, or you will regret it; for an eternity. “we, female and I; have traded places”. Apparently to let them understand; “an opposite view”. And yes that does sound bad for me: but they cannot do worse than men, in control over female. I don’t know why/ or why me? Or what that means/ so I do continue to hope for the best. Reminding at 71 years old and not pretty; surely it cannot be “too bad”/ or maybe nothing serious, at all.
The question is not why: I know why. Because this is a dying world/ clearly by the evidence, ready to be extinct; and humanity continues to hide by playing “universities are god”. To complete destruction forever; with their chaos, and true disrespect. Arrogance beyond belief in a thousand ways of apathy to life and world.
WAKE UP, time has run out. The abyss is waiting/ and you cannot return to life or world. No second chances; now or never.
Nature is dying/ the earth is dying/ the oceans are dying/ the resources are in your garbage/ the world is circled with weapons of mass destruction/ the curse of thieves have stolen all your securities; too many people to survive. Etcetera and much more.
Even two cardinal birds have been throwing themselves against the windows in my house for a month now multiple times everyday (perhaps a thousand by now). As would indicate: a mental breakdown. Never before, and I have lived here for roughly 60 years. The breakdown of everything is near. As is what you chose by saying “universities are your god (former classmates and all)”. To your shame! They cannot dig you out of the hole they created. ONLY TRUTH will keep you alive. No more lies/ no more propaganda/ no more leaders; law decides.
THIS IS NOW: “WOMEN DECIDE” HOW TO SAVE THIS WORLD!
If they refuse/ they refuse, and the world does die; so says all the evidence of our reality. But at least they will have the last say.
To save this world; “ten thousand things” must be changed. Hard to do.
To let this world die; you only have to continue shouting: we won’t care/ we want what we want! As is disrespect for life, child, and planet. Easy to do.
men have always chosen war as their solution/ always hanging onto pride, power, and want as their means for controlling life; in their own way. But today; world war means extinction/ and killing a billion people; just means over 7 billion are still left on this planet; and multiplying.
To sustain life: WOMEN MUST CHOOSE LAW AND JUSTICE/ to prove FAIR PLAY does in fact exist. Women must choose for the value of life and world/ not wants. It is a simple choice; but cannot be sustained unless men join; to achieve what can be called BALANCE to this world.
Revenge is not an option/ but neither is letting true justice be lost for every individual on the planet. Male and female WILL BE EQUAL or life for this earth, will fail to survive.
It is a choice: but you cannot go back. One time only; yes or no!
Make your decision; but remember just like me: you will have to live the consequences of your decisions; either good or bad.
FOR THE SAKE OF ALL: i REMIND ALL, that there is nothing fair or valued in war, but weapons, and deceit, to kill/ and only truth is fair and valued, in love, to share what we care about, with the living who build life with trust.
the elemental path is; that we must care enough to describe a world that does protect life, world, and a future. It is that simple.
But to achieve that path, is to change what men have done/ into a new world, that is not governed by pride, power, and want. Nor will it depend upon “believe, fear, obey”. Which requires a new way of thinking; because the same as what brought us all here is not enough; it is what it is, and that ends with war.
So I chose to ask: “what would women do instead” of men? The question is: WHAT are the critical fundamental differences, which make WHY and HOW ultimately the path to change this world? That answer requires “female truth”/ and I do not possess it. Other than the law protects women/ while men assume a weapon will protect them. As war establishes: “nothing fair or alive for life” here. Only the truth of hate, and all those who push, the rest in! So they can steal, kill, betray, lust, and shame the rest.
But that led me to forces I have not known, and realities I would never have intentionally chosen; as is “female in charge of me”. Who has taken my world apart/ to make me different. I regard it as “putting pearls on a pig”/ does not make me woman. However forces that are the opposite of everything male ever was/ is causing change, and I have no choice. So “ugly or not”/ the fate of my choice is “whatever female decides”. Because I cannot stop her from changing me; as is now clearly true.
Even so: on a dying planet; with dying people in charge of destroying life on earth: by their apathy, arrogance, and pure disrespect for life itself. Whether female or male is no longer my concern. I will hope instead for whatever helps humanity decide to stop being animals/ and return to being alive in the truth of love among the miracles; as is all life and earth. The cult of universities has failed you/ the curse of followers who know nothing more than “believe, damn you believe”; is tragedy without mercy. Your fear of universities is horrendous, but they hold only keys to death/ however you obedience to their claim of being gods; invites you into eternal HELL and its damnation of stupidity and disgrace.
My eternity seems to be turned into the very opposite of what I had expected; and will be female/ because it is an “opposite force”, not body that decides who belongs where. What that means is not for me to know apparently; because I don’t have a clue. Forces are established by GOD not by choice/ just as you were born either male or female; and no possibility of a choice can change that.
So the question is: do I accept change? The answer is: that I spent my entire life in time, with just one journey overriding all the rest. That this Creation of life and planet SHALL NOT die without a fight by me/ even if it is alone against the world; so to speak. The destiny of that decision; is, whatever the destiny of that decision decides. Because eternity to passage beyond self into thought, the creation of what truth will allow: is, whatever it is as well.