It is, a foundation of my life; that there is nothing so vile, as is the curse of people who believe they are superior to the rest. It is not so, as the realities of trillions of atoms must be put together in the proper arrangement to achieve the existence of a life called human/ or any other living form of biology.
Which is why democracy arose as: WE MUST DO THIS FOR OURSELVES.
Because power and pride corrupt, collude, and conspire to destroy the freedom of others/ so that “a king or queen” could arise and claim all the rest are slaves. As is the purpose of universities; in this day, by claiming they are the superior ones, who must make all the decisions for life or earth. Because they studied “one tiny little thing/ and became gossipers (I know/ I know; I found a grain of sand on the beach; I am god) to our world”.
my education is NOT from the schooling of “university knows”/ I went, I found nothing to learn, they could teach. So I studied what is true, as shown to be real by the consequences of what truth will bring. NOT by a book, but by the reality of constructions that are consistent with time spent in the living of what we learn. As is called common sense. THE END RESULT of it is: my education is about the evidence of our truth/ the realities of our experience/ and what expresses the consequence of our decision actually is. No hiding from the truth/ no hiding from the realities/ no hiding from the consequence: truth is what it is/ no exceptions allowed.
Of spiritual things; my education is, from the foundations of life, we all learn this is a MIRACLE (no human did this/ even less cannot be so)/ therefore evolution is strictly for fools and liars and frauds. But it is the religion of universities; as they do love the fantasy of their own delusions; to claim being gods over us all. In contrast to their imagination: I have followed thought, because only thought conceives of order, and identifies disciplines found in the evidence of our real law/ that governs the universe.
That became an invitation to enter the dimension beyond time, and identify self; as is the truth of who you are. Unfortunately, as in the first time; I lacked sufficient truth in me/ to remain within the concept of where will thought go. I did not know: whether 2 false teeth constituted a violation of the miracle that is this body of life/ as is your own. I failed/ and restructured the truth of who I was, so that all questions would be answered; no issues left untouched or without a decision/ and then entered into the spiritual world again. Never failing its identity in me again; as truth must decide/ not want; regardless of the others.
That became a life of doors; each of which opened to a distinct “truth”/ and taught the variations of fact that assemble an understanding by its wisdom of reality. The constant human delusion; “I know, I know, I know”/ is a lie; as only truth can know what is true. And your acceptance of that fact is mandatory beyond time. The respect required to survive is: truth decides, not you. Therefore people fantasize they are gods; to avoid the reality of what is true decides, not them.
My life turned upside down: when confronted with the truth, after a real life search/ that men CANNOT save this world! This is what they do/ and history repeats throughout time to prove this is the only thing they will do; as is depend upon war/ whenever the curse of what they did not do, takes over their lives. That led me to “walk to the ending of my own time as male”/ and ask to be taken from this world; because I DID NOT desire to watch your extinction. None listen/ none help/ none communicate the reality of our lives and our world; they want what they want, and run away to hide from truth. Which proved I have no answer for this.
NONETHELESS, the spiritual world sent me back to work again/ saying “you are not yet done”. Which meant I must look elsewhere than to men. So I turned to female; as the only possible solution; to ask simply: WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Their answer was “let women try”/ and some degree of hope returned for you.
Unfortunately, no acceptance of truth or need was available through women/ and so I searched to find access; to the spiritual dimension of female. I found it; believing I would only simply ask: WHAT would female do to save this earth/ as we DO have a mutual need to keep our living world ALIVE! The question was fair!
Unfortunately; the method of access was completely closed once I had gone through to the female side/ no other possible methods existed to return. And I found after opening their door, to the world of female/ I was immediately shoved in, and the door vanished to prove; a completely “worlds apart” different existence of life. Which I completely did not understand/ no knowledge of it whatsoever. And here I DO remain.
However; it is absolutely true; that without the balance of female to modulate my experience and expression of time/ this work would never have accomplished anything other than the curse of war/ which ends in extinction.
So it was the best and the worst decision of my existence; because I have claimed the course of life can survive; if humanity does change, as has been written for you. My life’s work, desire, and purpose. However, the cost was: I am trapped in a female world which threatens to overtake my life completely. A complete surprise.
TODAY, having been overridden to the point of “perishing as male”/ I find that male has been released back: “to bark and growl at you”. Because female elements, do not desire that participation in life. So somehow, and I don’t know how: what is male seems held on a leash, to be used at the will of female in charge. While I know not; if I am going to be returned to “he is female now” or not? Its a quandary, I cannot escape/ as this is not my world; unless I become female, and I cannot become female unless I learn what female is. And I cannot learn what female is, unless released into a world that allows for me to learn. And I don’t know if male continues to exist/ or returns to itself: OR ANYTHING that allows for the truth of my life to become defined by its reality once again? Complicated, and without direction other than love. A spiritual reality governed by the consequences of time; in a male body, with female in charge; now including tits. I have no clue how it all ends.
As to the reality of this moment: I am no longer adrift, but seem permanently placed in “a spiritual woman’s world”. I don’t know why. In contrast to that; in this physical world of time, I am simply “doing the best I can/ its all I’ve got; that is the end of my story”. Because I cannot foresee the future; its beyond my grasp of understanding because life itself is spiritual, and I have no conception about what female is.
Values are expressed as, what life cherishes,as a blessing to being alive, and we accept this as our destiny. Therefrom desires arise, because we do understand; this is the law of our existence, that gives to us all life itself. And from this decision we ascend into the creation of thought, as it gives to us a path called truth.
Hate discards value, and accepts that death is better than life/ but attempts to take from the rest by war, whatever they can to prove you will hate life too. Isolation results, and hate intensifies.
The animal sees life as a herd, whom we all depend upon to survive. But the competition of that herd results in want, and getting what you want; results in pride (I win)/ and its power (you lose). The consequence of that is; never rising above the element of time; as is measured by what you treasure most.
The spiritual world exists only by truth, and it is truth that designs and defends it from all who would attack. However it is also true: that the spiritual world exists to extract what is a lie in you/ and leave only truth. Because truth alone can survive the next step into the dimensions called eternity. It is no small task to remove the lies, pride, want, power, etc from human existence. It is no small task to live within the truth of your own existence.
So the critical test is: that we should understand the power of spiritual existence; to refine or define or identify what is true in you or I; and use that to achieve what will become our own change in time. Beyond time change ceases to exist/ but while in time the opportunity to change remains in you, as a truth which will become your life changed.
My existence has become changed, by all the restrictions placed on me; “no you can’t”, is a constant. Because I chose to walk beyond time, and encounter spiritual existence over time. Your demise is the cause of that; the incredible destruction of animals who simply “want what they want”; is why. Truth must decide/ not want; a reality human animals do not understand: and there are so many, as orchestrated by “universities know”. So I gave up hope for you. Until turned back to view life from the opposite direction; where the potential “let women try”, became real.
But alas: women would not, so I entered the spiritual world of female; “just to ask a question” (important to you too). And became trapped, because I could not understand this world. Nonetheless she balanced me, and the message became valued, rather than male.
We are, finished with our work/ at least finished with the male part of that work: to demand change or you will die as a world. Because the evidence is real, and the consequence of what you chose is extinction for life and world; by universities play god.
And now I remain in within the spiritual reality of female in charge of me/ as is separated from male remains in me, somewhat anyway; as is time. Its complicated, and it seems necessary; to remove the possibilities of people who fantasize and delude themselves. Because I am just plain human, clearly not perfect, clearly not your savior; just a messenger. But now owned by female, “with a leash”. Can’t do “ten thousand things”, because she says no. I do wish it was not so; but a “ten thousand volt shock or worse” enforces NO you won’t. As she reads my mind, to know exactly what I am thinking as soon as I do. Its a quagmire.
What is the future for me? NOT a clue, female clearly decides/ I have no say.
What is the future for you? That is entirely dependent upon your own truth/ as truth will decide, regardless of your lies, even to yourself. CHOOSE, or you will fall into the abyss of complete failure as a world.
What does that mean? You must choose for life and world, and find your respect back for miracles and GOD. If not, YOUR WORLD IS LOST . Simple as that/ but reminding you, that change for life and world means: YOU WILL STOP KILLING THIS WORLD AND ITS LIFE, or die forever lost to extinction. Because you would not.
The foundation of time is truth/ the foundation of eternity is truth/ the foundation of life is truth: therefore we know, that truth will decide what life can become beyond time.
While you conceive of that; and understand the implications to your own life. The foundation of existence is, “how we shape our desires”. Because order is based upon disciplines and respect for the limits and boundaries which do keep us all alive.
Chaos as is the universities way; is for poverty, liars, thieves, cheats, traitors, terrorists, and Satan worshipers as is their cult and its religion called evolution.
So we do come to the divide of human lives: where truth leads back to life and world shall survive/ OR, where lies and hate will lead to the end of our time on earth; as a living world. It is a simple decision: truth leads/ or not? Choose.
As for me; the balance between male and female has been found/ but not without a price. I am unable to influence the spiritual world of female/ and she is unable to live with me as male in time. The consequence is: “we are worlds apart/ but inseparable”. And I being the weaker party, must accept the limits and boundaries of what is needed to keep us both alive. It is not a choice.
You will know quickly if you fail.
I will know the spiritual conclusion of all this only when I die to time. Its complicated, and since I cannot understand female; I am locked out/ living within my own little cage as male unless released to “do this work as she desires”. Apart from writing; where I am left alone. Otherwise however, I am faced with the realities of female living on earth; being educated on everything that is wrong, with men in charge.
I don’t know why!
Perhaps; this is another lesson in: women are not given the right to live their own lives;
on such a massive scale throughout history. That I too will know; how truly unfair this is.
But it is what it is, and I cannot change it. So, the critical question of what the spiritual world shall be to you; is not the same. Because knowing the crisis of a world facing extinction; caused me to seek and find “an alternate world of life/ as is female”. That passage was closed, immediately after I had gone through; indicating, you will not go back. But that is not true for you; and as nature made you, you will enter beyond time; like it or not is irrelevant.
The disciplines of living/ the realities of desire; are found shaped by love. Therefore the direction of your heart is: either love or hate! But there are many who will not care; and choose “time as an animal (I want now)” instead. Some are left behind in death, to vanish. Some are given the grace to extend into eternity; but are trapped in the reality of never accepting love as their journey. Eventually they surrender to dissipation and their end. You cannot save them/ if you try they will kill you instead; do not try.
Life is a journey,into destiny; but happiness exists only in love! It is not for hate/ which moves in the opposite direction of fate, as truth demands.
Some scream: YOU CAN’T PROVE there is an eternity, for life!
But that is not my job.
EVERY MIRACLE OF LIVING EXISTENCE; REPRESENTS A LEVEL OF THOUGHT, A REALITY OF FORCE APPLIED, THAT NONE ON EARTH CAN COMPREHEND! It is that simple/ and it is that true. Therefore it is up to you, as with every generation to acknowledge what thought will teach/ or turn away, as is the freedom of your choice established in you. You are the judge, of your own eternity; by your own truth, as an identity created by you.
We are made of atoms; more than you can comprehend. Creating them, consolidating them, isolating and rebuilding them, EVERYTHING about living is a relationship with atoms, that cannot be denied. The end result being: “life as a body of time” for you.
The insanity of universities; want to ignite atoms on fire; on a planet where everything is fuel. They are beyond insane; which makes them “Satan”; destroyers of this world. So ends your claim of wisdom/ and it will cause your extinction at ignition.
To destroy nature genetics with chaos; will cause your extinction; just one instant too much, and life on earth will be lost. So ends your playtime with ignorance.
Ten thousand things more; proving extinction is near/ and yet humanity shouts “we want what we want”; no consequences for us: we believe, fear, and obey the universities as god.
As the pity deserved by fools; do.
While it is true, that I am not a religious (living by rules) man. It is also true, that my faith in GOD IS REAL/ begins with a foundation in Christianity, as is JESUS leads me. Not by rules/ but by truths he established in his walk, “with love”/ and by his ways (respect for this Creation); on this earth. Faith being: “let truth itself decide”/ because once I accepted that as my path forward into life; the living became more clear. Therefore while some declare that as religion and belief/ I will alter that claim with: the miracles of life are clear evidence of GOD/ the thought required clearly proves nothing here created life, and it was no accident. LOVE exists, provides the value of living, and the search for what is beyond time. As everything we do, establishes truth; and truth alone survives. Therefore the assertion is: eternity begins with truth, and is assembled for the purposes of love; that joy will replace death. Just as life begins anew with each birth into this time. The body discarded; becomes the truth that is left to seek life.
JESUS created a changed world/ by what he did do: identifying LOVE versus HATE. Humanity as a world, “with few jews”/ then chose love as a majority. While hate waited for universities to create the delusions and fantasy of their ways; to destroy what love had built. To remember: love, is to remember “now we know”/ and that is no small feat for life on earth.